curhatan hatiku

Wuihhh.....what a year!!!! It has been a long time for me not write, even a single word, on you. No time....what a reason!! Do i really don't have time? Who am i? But that's the fact. It seems that i "have no time" to do so. Anyway, here i am now. Try to give my time to you, to write something, and tell something about what had been passed through these few years.

This year already passed for 21 days. For me, this year is a new season. It is a season in the sense that now i live my life the way i want it be, at least for this time being.

After coming back from my study in India in 2007, i was in a little desperate situation. i tell you why. As you know, after graduating from school, everyone around you seem waiting something from you. They may hope you to get a good job or career. It may be in the first position. But in real, we can not always get what we want. As human, i also want to have a good job. But it needs time, right? During that time, every time i met people, they always asked me, "Where do you work?", "why until now you have not worked?", and so on and so forth. All of this kinds of questions made me 'sick'.

Now, that situation had passed. I work now as an educator, and i always try to be a good one. I enjoy my every time when i am in the class, teach my students, and help them to master the subject. And the good one is that there is no one ask me that all questions that make me 'sick'. This is what i say as a new season.